its a pattern

i disappear. i come back. i disappear again.

I'm speaking about my online presence but it surely carries over to my "real" life.

Its a terrible habit that just confirms the worst in me.
Each time I leave for a number of reasons that guarded Scorpio me will not share.
Ironically, each time I return its with a renewed spirit and a resolution to let people in.

Will I do it this time? Will I keep up with letting my guard down?

I've got some thoughts kicking around my mind. Questions and new paths to walk.
Will I document it? Here? Should I jump ship over to a Saved Space I have on tumblr?
Kinda tired of Bloggers layout.
Layouts don't matter much.
Just feels antiquated.
We'll see.

I'll try a little better.